The reason i bring up these happy memories is because today i decided to give Catch 22 a listen again and instead of doing my homework, all i could do was just think of all those awesome times we had together, whether it was going up to El Sob and hanging out in berkeley, or stopping at Jes' house for some band practice. That school year, adam and i were going into our junior years while lucas, nick, alan, devon, jes, julia, and heather were all going to be big ol' seniors. I didn't know if they knew or if any of us knew, but we had to have known that that would be the last summer we would have together that was care-free. No worrying about going off to college or what was gonna happen after school, but just plain fun. Catch 22 is my biggest connection i have to that time. When "Keasbey Nights" starts with the muted guitar strums, i imagine all of us on Ocean Beach around a bonfire or in Nick's garage attempting musical genius.
I can't help think back to those great times because this summer it's my turn. it's my turn to be worried and frightened about what's going to become of me. i have no clue. I'm petrified. But typing this blog right now, it makes me think that because it's no longer mandatory and I'm still adding to it, that this might be something i could get into. This might be my career path in front of me. These words could be the inspiration i have been looking for. I just needed something to push me into the right direction. I'm not sure what kind of things i could do. Fiction, journalism, movies, TV. They are all the things i have been introduced to thanks to Mr Gibbs and Mr. Greenwood, quite possibly two of my coolest teachers I've ever had....ever. They're definitely in the top 5. And the fact that Mr. Greenwood's into a lot of the same stuff as me, musically and in entertainment, makes me hopeful for whatever may come.
So thank you, Catch 22. You have helped me make a difficult decision even easier.